Crap!

Don't even bother to read this post. I have nothing on my mind... No real thought... Feeling crappy as hell. Just gonna put down some random thoughts.
Death sucks, for its damn ugly. But it happens once. Life can get even uglier sometimes and it just goes on and on... Crushin' u between two worlds, u dunno which is the real one, crushin' u 'til all air is squeezed out of ur lungs and u choke on ur own body.
Then it wakes u up. U thank heavens- 'twas a dream. Or may be this is a dream... Who knows?
Why do ppl lie? What is the whole purpose behind making others believe sumthin' other than the truth? It jus complicates evrything and then my head gets messed up.
Why do ppl lie to themselves? What is the whole purpose behind denying urself the reality? It jus makes u so complicated and then my head gets messed up.
Why can't we listen for once? Listen to me and to u?
Why don't we talk?
Why did love complicate passion? Wasn't passion enough for us to motivate to work? To make buildings and bridges and space-ships and super comps? Why did love happen?
And why did love happen?
Love makes u damn sad! Not only when its not there, even when its there. Especially then. And I am talking about pure uncomplicated love. Strong love. Which doesn't give way to hatred. Foolish love.
Why do we dump all our shit into the sea? 80% of life lives in the sea. Why are we giving life this shit?
Thats why life's so mean to us... It gives us shit cuz we give it shit.
I warned u in the beginning.