Saturday, March 11, 2006

The battle

Two resident doctors entered the Pediatric ICU (PICU). They had come especially to help out their lecturer in managing a critical patient. An artificial respirator had been brought from somewhere to the PICU for the 10 year old boy who was suspected to have deep vein thrombosis with pulmonary embolism with (?) acute respiratory distress syndrome. In straighter terms, perhaps a piece of blood clot had entered his lung's blood vessels blocking it, resulting in various manifestations from edema to death of the lung tissue.

In an air-conditioned hall, a meeting was going on between the representatives of MARD and the government. All the important people were present there. The MARD doctors presented their demands again, in totality. They were hoping that this meeting would conclude positively. But they were firm in their minds that if it doesn't, they'll continue their strike on the thirteenth day as well.

The residents knew how to operate the ventilator. Well, they at least knew a little more than the lecturer who knew nothing about the handling of this new machine. They intubated the child who had just entered the stage of stupor from drowsiness. It took a whole fifteen minutes to connect the endo-tracheal tube (that goes in patient's throat) to the ventilator. It took another ten minutes to adjust the flow, rate, etc on the machine. Two interns and the lecturer assisted the regis, as they are called colloquially. Then they left after instructing the interns.

The MARD reprenstatives were a bit less confident this time. They were fearing a split among themselves. The government people had just begun to realize the huge nation-wide support the striking doctors had gained by now. Everybody was blaming the government and not the doctors for the patients' misery. The doctors had their best chances tonight.

After an hour or so, the tube got disconnected somehow and the machine stopped. The lecturer didn't know how to operate it. He started giving intermittent positive pressure respiration with the AMBU (ambulatory manual breathing unit) bag. The child's heart rate was dropping. He instructed the nurse to push atropine and adrenaline down the patient's IV line. The heart began racing again. The IPPR continued. The doctor asked the father of the boy to press the bag rhythmically.

Outside the meeting hall, reporters were waiting eagerly to get the news of the strike being called off. Even they had an idea that it can't go for long now. Someone suddenly said that the government has agreed to the demands. All news channels started flashing the news that the strike was over. A little while later, the spokes-person of MARD said that nothing has been given in writing yet. The strike is not off yet. The meeting is going on. They waited again.

The intern took the bag from the father and pumped for ten minutes. Then the co-intern took over. Then the father again. The interns discussed with sarcasm the hopelessness of the situation- "Now we are just waiting for the heart to stop, right?" The intern tried to connect the pulse-oxymeter to the boys finger. It displayed the message- PATIENT DISCONNECTED. No peripheral pulse could be found. The hand was cold. But the heart was racing. The adrenaline-heart. This continued for another hour. The boy would move his hand once in a while. The lecturer asked the father to call the other relative (mother) to do the pumping in turns. The father wasn't so eager.

The government officials listened to the doctors patiently. They explained their situation too. They negotiated with the doctors on some points. The doctors hoped that they will be taken seriously finally.

The intern was pumping air into the intubated chest. The father went around the bed and lifted and dropped the limbs of the boy one by one. They were lifeless and limp. He said, "Yeh to gaya ab lagta hai." The intern was aghast! "Iski dhadkan abhi chal rahi hai. Aap aisa kaise keh sakte hain?" He nodded apologetically. Then he sat down on the floor and started swaying in sleep. The boy took a gasp between the pumped breaths and vomited blood in the second tube coming out of his nostril. The heart was still racing at 120 per minute. The pumping continued turn-wise for another hour. His mother had come inside too. Finally, the child moved his hands one last time, with a much less jerk than before. The parents called over the lecturer. He examined the boy and declared him dead. No tear was shed.

The news channels flashed the news that the strike is finally over and this time its confirmed officially. The government has agreed to all demands. Finally the doctors have a little more money and a little more respect. Physicians rejoiced nation-wide.

In the PICU, the intern's head dropped helplessly on the table.



The boy was the twelfth surviving child of the Muslim couple who were hardly half a century old. His eldest sister was thirty. His illness had lasted for just a week. I saw the parents sitting on the road inside the hospital next morning, staring into zero, waiting for their deceased son's body.

10 Comments:

At Saturday, March 11, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

frankly speaking spriha ,, i read ur blog after a looooong time ...
i read most of them (didnt just brush through , but read each n every word)..

gr8 timely posts spriha ... and all the more ,, ur post 'The Battle'is excellently narrated .... i could actually visualize the scenes ...

and yaar ,, i felt certain emotional tones attached to ur posts ...
which made me wonder ,, why dont i go through such pshychological stress (even i saw 1 patient dying in front of me in IRCU ,, she was revived later but went in coma n never returned .. i heard she died a few days back )

may be its because i m not so much involved in my job .. my mind wavers around in a few other matters which i find interesting ...

so i m sad as well as happy at the same time to know that i dont get emotionally attached !!

and i feel extreme happiness to see u grossly involved in what u r doing ..
gr8 goin spri .. keep it up ..

 
At Sunday, March 12, 2006, Blogger spriha said...

On the contrary Ajish, I think u r more professional than me. Our job doesn't really demand us to feel anything. We have to work and that is the best thing we can do. Emotional attachment to the patients is just a by-product which if becomes too painful, should be stopped from being formed.
I am learning where to draw the line so that I don't kill something within myself.
Thanks and keep visitin...
Also check out my photographs.

 
At Sunday, March 12, 2006, Blogger Shiva said...

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At Sunday, March 12, 2006, Blogger Shiva said...

Shit... I'm at a loss of words here Spriha... Your articles have been impressing me regularly.. and just when i had begun to say "This is your best one yet" to one of your previous articles, u come up with another article that effectively says "nope, that wasn't my best one yet, i have lots more where that came from"..

Great job and a really professional sensitive write up. Keep it up.

P.S: Where the hell do u and sumedh get time to blog during the resident's strike? great stamina..

- Now Ashamed of my blog,
Dr. Shiva.

 
At Tuesday, March 14, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey spri, dint get time or the opportunity to talk to u during the resident's strike. wht u experienced was shared by a lot of us. i certainly can understand what u went through. the funda acc to me is not in drawin a line and detachin ourselves from our emotions but blurring it enough so that we become strong and capable enough to empathise and provide solace to the grieved. this is included in the desirable qualities and skills for a good doc. i hope i make sense. congratulations for being an expressive human beind. keep up the good work

 
At Tuesday, March 14, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

2 Samip-Thanks for the most amazing compliment I have ever received! Its a phase all of us go through I guess.
2 Shiv-i really want your blog to be updated.

 
At Wednesday, March 15, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Really loved the parallels you drew here. You successfuly moved me (someone who is otherwise emotionally dead).

 
At Sunday, March 19, 2006, Blogger Shiva said...

As you requested - Blog's Finally Updated!

 
At Sunday, March 19, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

as a writer-your best yet!
as a med student (ok, i know ur a doctor already, but i'm not!)- i can totally empathize. i think it's absolutely alright to get involved with patients, it humanises us. they are after all, people. for that matter, we need to remind ourselves from time to time, SO ARE WE!

 
At Sunday, March 26, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

a very unfortunate incident...

 

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